I have never felt so crushed before. I guess the people you love most always hurt you the most. I hate how I’ve been stripped of my spirit and shiny-ness. Those were the qualities I loved about myself. Meredith said, sometimes the hardest decision is the right one. I don’t like to give up easy, mainly cause I really hate losing and I admit I’m a real sore loser. But I gotta keep going, pick up the pieces and walk on. If that guy with no arms and no legs can get up without anyone’s help after he falls flat on his face, I with everything intact sure can. Tomorrow will be a new beginning.